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Above recording can be heard with Windows Media Player.  You have have to right click it and open in the Media Player.  It is a raw as you can get LOL...so please don't judge me! ;-P

 When I found You,
I found the Sunshine
When I found You,
I found the Rain
When I found You,
I found the Thunder in Your Name....

Oh God, Lord Jesus, One with the Holy Spirit,
You are my destiny...
Help me to find Your Way...
Help me to find Peace here on earth...
Help me to find the Joy in my life...
You are my destiny...
Help me to find Your Way...

When I found You,
I found the Sunshine
When I found You,
I found the Rain,
When I found You,
I found the Thunder in Your Name

Listen to the Raindrops fall
upon the Words of my Father....
Let Them cleanse your very soul,
with the Words of Jesus...

When I found You,
I found the Sunshine
When I found You,
I found the Rain
When I found You,
I found the Thunder in Your Name.

Taste the Wine of His Blood
as you Taste the Bread of His Body
and just Watch your sins wash away
All from His Heavenly Body

When I found You,
I found the Sunshine
When I found You,
I found the Rain
When I found You,
I found the Thunder in Your Name.

The Song of My Heart

October 4, 2011

 

I'm in Love!!

August 31, 2011
     Do you remember what it felt like when you fell in love with your significant other?  I can still remember the exact moment that I realized that I was falling madly in love with my husband.  We had taken a drive to Tomoka State Park, just out of Ormond Beach, FL.  We had hiked the grounds and I had to use the restroom.  We found one....and it had started raining.  There was a very small pavilion there.  We stayed there to take cover, sitting at the picnic table talking away...oblivious t...
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To Have and To Hold...until I get tired of you!

August 13, 2011
   Lately, I have lots of weddings popping up.  I watched these kids grow up.  Yesterday, they were 3 years old and learning unlimited amounts of vocabulary....and today....they are grown up and getting engaged.  Wow....where has the time gone?  Where was I when this was all happening?  How often do you ask yourself this same question?
     Now, you may think that this is a happy occasion...and in most cases it is....but in some cases it is not.  How sad in those particular cases.
     I find m...
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You are insured!

August 4, 2011
Last week, I told you how I had had a minor car accident.  I was lucky to have roadside service.  My husband loves me very much and insists that I be covered for this....just in case.  Well, with this same roadside service, a few months ago, it didn't work.  I was at a crop about 2 hours away from home, on a military base.  The crop was raising money for wounded war veterans.  When I arrived at the crop, I had to pull up to their garage doors in an area where normally, you were not supposed t...
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The Day that I met Islam...

July 22, 2011
I have been so preoccupied with the Kasey Anthony trial and the government budget in the news that I have not given in to what I need to do here in this Prayer Tab.  If you are reading this and need prayer, I want to invite you to write to me about your prayer needs at IzzaBoutChuToo@yahoo.com.  Please do not give your last name or the prayer recipient's last name.  Just give a brief description of what your prayer needs are so that I can add them to my list.  But, before you do that, I want ...
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Innocent!

July 7, 2011
 "GUILTY!  The defendant will be subject to death by lethal injection!"  Slam of the gavel...."Case dismissed!"

We have all either seen this on television or at the movies and it has been sensationalized so much that when Casey Anthony was pronounced INNOCENT by a jury of US citizens representing the people of the State of Florida....everyone was in utter shock, including me.  I held my breath and praised God when I heard it.

Do I think that Casey Anthony was innocent?  From everything that I s...
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God Bless America

July 4, 2011
God Bless America!  God Bless these United States of America.  In spite of all of the treacherous, horrible things that we do from time to time, there are those of use who want to do what is right...what God would want us to do.  We vote, we pray, we do what is right to the best of our abilities..and so...now I ask you Lord God in heaven, to bless this country of ours.  We are at war sparring with a culture who doesn't understand our intent anymore than we understand theirs.  Ours was a count...
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What are we supposed to do?!

June 25, 2011
     Last night, we got a phone call from my husband's cousin.  He had not been in touch with her for many years aside from little favors here and there...and when someone got married or died.  They live on the other side of the country, so it is hard to get together as he did as when in his youth.  But, this estranged cousin called to say that she was in dire straights and needed a large amount of money.  They were going to turn off her gas.  Wow...what a call.  My husband didn't make any pr...
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Casey Anthony is innocent until proven guilty

June 12, 2011
I don't know about the rest of you, but I have been very absorbed by the Casey Anthony case which is on every local channel 6 days a week, here in Daytona Beach, Florida.  I have heard all of the judgmental news commentaries.  I have been hearing about this case since it first began 3 years ago.  So, my question is this:  Why in the world is this case being heard by a Floridian jury?!  I mean, come on...one of our rights as US citizens is innocence until proven guilty by a jury.  This girl ha...
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China Dolls Being Killed

January 25, 2011
I am so upset as I write this.  I just watched a program on CTBN that exposed China's rule over its people.  Yeah, I knew that it was a Communist Government, but was appalled at what I heard.  It started in the '50's and still goes on today.  I titled this China Dolls are Being Killed because of all of the abortions that are still going on.  I always thought that China Dolls were delicate baby dolls....well....read on.  I was so upset that I composed an email to our prayer chain to pray for C...
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My Mother

December 17, 2010
Hi Lord!

Boy it's been a while since I have addressed you here on this website.  But, You know that I have been busy with my mother since my last post here. 

There was the time that she had gone to the hospital for her heart in my last post.  Then she had the surgery, went to a different hospital, they gave her different blood pressure medication, it made her lethargic, and the next thing that we knew, her doctor called to tell me that she could no longer live alone.  Fine, I had said...she ca...
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My Mother had a close call

March 27, 2010
     Two weeks ago, I got one of those 1 AM calls that make your skin crawl....wondering what is wrong in the world of someone that we love.  This time it was my sister-in-law reporting that my mother had been rushed by ambulance to the hospital.  She was having chest pains.  She is 84 years old and I swallowed really hard...you know when you have the bubble in your chest that won't go away due to stress.  I called the hospital and she had not arrived there yet.  I am sure that it was only mi...
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 These words awakened me from a deep sleep about 24 years ago.  I remember thinking, am I still dreaming?!  Am I imagining this?!  But, as I sat up in bed, fully awake, I heard these words play over and over to a song in my head.  It was the first time that I had ever experienced this in my lifetime.  I was 33 years old.  I asked a musician friend to help me to write sheet music to the simple tune and still have it somewhere in my stash of collective items.

I didn't know what it meant at the time.  I saw the symbolism of the refrain:

When I found You (Jesus)
I found the Sunshine (Sonshine)
When I found You (Jesus)
I found the Rain (Reign)
When I found You (Jesus)
I found the Thunder in Your Name (Power of the name Jesus)

Well, that happened to me around Easter that year.  It stayed with me all year. I would hum the tune...I would sing it not knowing that I was.  It played over and over in my head as the song continued to develop.  I wondered why the Lord would give such a lovely song to such a musically illiterate fool, like me.  I could sing....but I cannot read or write music to this day.  I tried to take lessons, but always end up memorizing the tune and then playing by ear.  My second grade music teacher figured this out towards the end of the year.  Our entire second grade class took piano lessons once a week at school.  I was always one of the last ones to approach the piano.  Well, after sitting there listening to the tune over and over again as each child played and as he corrected them, apparently, I had it memorized by the time that I sat down at the piano and just played it by ear.  He started making me one of the first to play and I floundered.  He finally relented to allow me to play by ear because he considered it a gift.  Unfortunately, I grew up poor and my family couldn't afford music lessons for me....so here I am still musically illiterate.  I tried taking lessons as an adult and still played by ear.  I just can't help it.  So, I wondered all year long during my 33rd year on earth, why would God give me a song that I can't write and publish.  Well, I found out in the month of October.

One morning, I woke up and realized that my hand had fallen asleep because of the way that I was laying in bed on my stomach.  I noticed something in my breast that I had never noticed before...a lump.  I remember swallowing hard.  Is it my imagination?  I felt again as I regained feeling in my hand.  It was definitely there.  I called my girlfriend.  Her uncle was a doctor.  He said to meet him in his office that same day...a Sunday!  I didn't want to go.  I wanted to ignore it.  My girlfriend pushed me to go because her mother had lost both of her breasts two years earlier to cancer.  I went and was told that I needed to go to a friend of his who specialized in these things.  I went there the next day.  He sent me for a mammogram.  He said that it was probably just a few benign cysts...but that they wanted to be sure.  I felt a sense of relief.  I went to the hospital the next day for the mammogram.  She did it the first time....inconclusive.  We need to do it again, she said...inconclusive.  I was now getting nervous.  She came back again and said that they wanted a third one.  Apparently, the two lumps that the doctor had pointed out looked benign...but they had found a tiny third growth...a black mass.  It was apparently hidden.  Back then, they didn't have the machinery like they do today.  I was then told that they wanted a needle biopsy.  I remember seeing the long needle and feeling the pressure as I looked away in tears of fear.  They then told me that I would have to report back to doctor number two.

I reported back the next day with my mother in tow.  I needed her support.  She sat in the outer office when doctor number two told me that it would take a while for the results of the biopsy to come back, but in the meantime, he wanted to schedule surgery to remove the two larger (most likely benign tumors) and also the mass.   If I remember correctly, it took 3 weeks of waiting before they did the surgery. 

On the night before surgery, my best friend's mother brought me Holy Oil and told me to continue spreading it on my breasts throughout the night.  I did.  She also held a pray vigil in her home on my behalf.  Well, I went to the hospital the next morning and had the surgery.  I remember coming out to the recovery room and hearing the nurse tell me that there was no cancer.  They found two benign tumors and removed those...but there was no mass at all....Praise The LORD!  Of course I didn't say any of that at that time...I could barely keep my eyes open. 

Now move ahead 4 years.  I had relocated to Florida.  My girlfriend (daughter of my doctor) had just sent me a huge package in the mail.  It was all of my medical records.  She wanted me to have it so that I could give it to my new doctor.  I got nosy to see what my doctor had written about me.  I remember a Seinfeld episode where the nurse was making notes that Elaine wanted to see...and they would never allow her to see and it made her paranoid.  So, here I had these records...what would they reflect?  Nothing much really.....until I ran across my cancer encounter.  From doctor number two:  Patient came to me today at the young age of 33.  I go the results of the needle biopsy and refrained from telling her the results:  (long name of a disease) type of radical cancer that typically is found in women who are post menopausal.  Typically these post menopausal patients die withing 6 months of onset.  I hesitate on telling this patient the results as she is scheduled for surgery to have it removed and appears to be in a state of depression.  I want her to go in feeling as positive as possible.  If the surgery concurs my suspicions, I will tell her afterwards as we set up chemo therapy.  She is young and strong and will hopefully be able to beat this disease. 

I sat there reading this report, stunned.  He had never told me because they had not found any cancer.  I had always been thankful that God had taken care of me.  But, there was something solid...Thomas touch the hole in My Hand...believable as I sat there reading that medical report.  Tears streamed from my face as I realized that I had had a radical cancer that God had healed overnight.

But, I digressed as I told my tale.....during that whole ordeal, I heard that song over and over in my head.  God is Strong...He is a Healer.  Jesus is the Son of God, He Reigns through the Power of His Name!  So, if any of you reading this need a song of hope.....I have shared it.  It is not anything fancy.  It is not accompanied.  It is just me singing the tune.  I hope that it can bless you as much as it blessed me!  Amen!

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Below is a video concerning what is being coined Anchor Births.  I am just trying to educate you if you are not already aware of this dilemma for our country.  The 14th Amendment was meant to protect against slavery and is now being abused by a certain population to gain a foothold in our country.  You may or may not agree...but that is what we will celebrate on the 4th of July...the right to agree or disagree.  God bless America!

 
 
 
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